I never have a to-do list but there’re 2 things I’d longed to do since I was young, bungee jump and nude swimming.
Both requires some kinds of courage. I did the former one once I got a chance in Australia but I never did the later one even there were quite some chances during my traveling around. It’s much easier to jump out of the high platform than take off my clothes which I actually have done it thousands times. I simply didn’t have the courage to do something supposedly easy. Being naked in public was something I felt wrong and ashamed of for no reason or deep down i knew the reason was I’m a female. It’s the social norms that tied me up. I don’t know what really gave me the courage at that moment but there’s a voice in my head keep saying “Fuck it! Who cares? Live your life! Just do it!” Only when I break my psycho barrier can I be free and be what I am.